it's been a while...

since i've written. since i've actually liked someone. oh well, timing is a bee-yatch.
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hey you.

hope you are having a good day. thanks for the call last night. i'm definitely in processing mode, feeling a little sad about the fact that we don't want the same things right now...feeling a little confused about how physically and emotionally connected i feel to you (especially in light of the previous sentence)...one of the things i appreciate about you is how you make things make sense when we talk and i don't want to become reliant on you for that because then my feelings for you won't go away anytime soon.

so i will call you back i just can't say for sure when. but know that i'm thinking about you...positive thoughts...and i hope you are having a good week so far.

xo j