sing it, axl

i keep thinking about patience (no, not the G&R song, though that is good too). i keep thinking, "i need more of it." but then i think, i can be very patient with people (friends, family, boys) once i'm IN the relationship...it's this being patient when things are uncertain and/or undefined that i have so much trouble with. i also find it is much harder to blog about something that i feel could maybe have potential versus things that go horribly wrong. : )

so, for now, no news is actually good news. and oh, by the way, he called.